
Marie’s Blog

DP/DR and Psychedelics: Navigating the Risks of Altered Realities
For those experiencing depersonalization and derealization, psychedelics like mushrooms can amplify both disconnection and perception. This article explores the potential risks, the chance for insight, and why professional guidance is critical if you choose to explore this path.
Painting, Priorities, and the Art of Setting Your Own Pace
Painting your house can be more than a task—it’s a space for reflection, connection, and letting go of unnecessary urgency. Discover the power of choosing your own pace and prioritizing what truly matters, even in the midst of imperfection.
Voracious for Answers: Feeding Curiosity About Life’s Big Questions
Feeling overwhelmed by existential questions? You're not alone. This article dives into humanity's most fundamental truths about existence, connection, climate, politics, and what we owe ourselves and others. A practical guide for the curious mind seeking clarity in a chaotic world.
Why “Connection” Feels Like Pseudo-Spiritual Jargon (and What to Use Instead)
If the word "connection" makes your eyes roll, you're not alone. Overused in spiritual and self-help spaces, it often feels empty and ungrounded. Let’s redefine it and explore what this sense of “connection” actually means—minus the fluff.
How Religion Turned Depersonalization into a Sacred Virtue
Religious teachings can reframe depersonalization as spiritual detachment, but that framing might not help if you feel alienated from yourself. Explore how evangelical Christianity explicitly encourages depersonalization and learn how to reconnect with your body, mind, and emotions after leaving faith behind.
Depersonalization: Unraveling Its Ties to History, Culture, and Control
Depersonalization is more than a psychological phenomenon—it's deeply tied to history, religion, culture, and systems of power. From colonial alienation to spiritual transcendence, this state of disconnection reveals profound intersections between personal experience and societal dynamics.
Tracing Childhood Memories: Comfort, Shame, and Sweetness
My childhood was a mix of quirky habits, secret shames, and moments of emotional discovery. From losing my comfort pillow to stealing my siblings’ candy stash, each memory feels tied to deeper patterns of autonomy, rebellion, and the search for sweetness in life—both literal and metaphorical.
Navigating Derealization and Depersonalization: Building Presence in a Complex Reality
Discover how understanding both derealization and depersonalization can shift your approach to everyday activities like reading, intimacy, and creative expression. Learn strategies to ground yourself in the present moment and bridge the gap between your internal and external worlds.
Unlocking the Lens of Self-Discovery: Navigating Urgency, Healing, and Presence
Discover the transformative power of a "decoder ring" moment—a new lens that reveals patterns and insights from the mundane to the monumental. Wrestling with fears of lost time and an aging body, this journey explores how healing is less about fixing the past and more about learning to exist fully in the present. What does it mean to finally understand yourself at 42? And how do you navigate the urge to "catch up" without losing the peace you've worked so hard to find?
Tetris, Derealization, and the Art of Being Present
Have you ever wondered why playing a simple game like Tetris feels so good—or how it might actually be helping you process your thoughts? Tetris engages your brain in a way that allows you to observe your thoughts without spiraling, providing a cognitive sweet spot between focus and calm. Pair that with reflections on derealization, depersonalization, and the complex interplay of feeling "unreal," and you're looking at a fresh lens on healing and presence.