
Marie’s Blog

From Boredom to Meaning: My Unexpected Experience in Oaxaca
I arrived in Oaxaca expecting adventure, but instead, I felt surprisingly bored. That changed when I met Lorenzo, a Zapotecan man at Monte Albán who shared the rich indigenous history and plant medicine of the region. This unexpected encounter reshaped my understanding of travel and what I truly value in new experiences.
Reconnecting with My Imaginary Self: Is My Imagination Still There?
After watching IF, I found myself wondering—have I lost touch with a part of myself? Do I have an imaginary friend I’ve forgotten? Or is my imagination broken? Every time I try to picture something, I’m met with panicked thoughts instead. This reflection led me to explore what it means to reconnect with lost creativity and whether we all have an “imaginary spirit” waiting to be remembered.
Listening Without Fixing: Embracing the Chaos Within
In today's session, we dive deep into the concept of 'Listening Without Fixing,' a practice where thoughts are allowed to flow freely without the immediate need to solve or intervene. This approach offers a unique perspective on handling overwhelming thoughts and panic, providing a grounding effect through active, non-judgmental listening.
Navigating Existential Shock: Embracing the Chaos of Consciousness
Explore the intense journey of grappling with existential shock and the chaotic stream of consciousness that often accompanies deep self-reflection. This blog delves into the personal experiences of wrestling with profound questions about reality, identity, and the struggle to find clarity amid confusion.
Decoding Trauma: Understanding Its Impact on Our Nervous System
Dive into the complexities of how trauma shapes our lives through the lens of neuroscience. This blog unravels the scientific underpinnings of trauma, the concept of the self, and their interplay, providing a clearer understanding of why we react the way we do.
Exploring Touch: Navigating Sexuality and Connection After Trauma
In a candid exploration of desire and fear, a journey into the world of dating apps like Tinder reveals the complex emotions of seeking connection and intimacy after significant trauma work. How do we balance the longing for touch with the echoes of past experiences?
Alone in My Space: Navigating the Shadows of Freedom and Stability
Today hit harder than expected. After moving into my own home, I thought I'd find peace in the stability and freedom, but instead, I'm confronting deep-seated fears of death and abandonment. It's a paradoxical longing for connection against a backdrop of self-isolation. Here's how I'm learning to sit with these feelings without turning away.
Unwanted Sexual Comments on Tinder: Normal or a Red Flag?
Navigating online dating can be tricky, especially when unsolicited sexual comments make you feel unsafe. Is this common Tinder behavior, or is it a sign to steer clear? Here’s how to recognize red flags, set boundaries, and trust your instincts when swiping.
The Power of Authenticity: What My Emotional Intelligence Class Reflected Back to Me
What happens when you see yourself through the eyes of others? My emotional intelligence class shared their reflections about me, and their insights left me deeply moved. From authenticity to leadership, here’s what I learned about the impact we have on others—sometimes without even realizing it.
Owning a Home, Facing My Fears: The Unexpected Anxiety of Autonomy
Buying a house on my own was supposed to feel empowering, but instead, it stirred a mix of pride, fear, and existential dread. As I navigate the weight of true autonomy, I find myself questioning what it means to be "grown-up" and why letting my guard down feels so terrifying.